• My Lifestyle Change //
  • For so long I've wanted to look skinny, but now I'm realizing that it's not skinny I want...it's healthy. I just want to be healthy.

    I'm not healthy and it's not a secret. However, now that will change. I don't want to look at myself in the mirror anymore and that makes me sad. I don't have clothes that fit the way I want them to. This needs to change.

    I've never done anything like this before. The whole things makes me a little nervous. You know, to have someone reading every little thing you put online about your weight. It's a touchy subject with most and I'm no different.

    (BTW: my icon photo is what I want to look like one day.) //
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3-Day Diet

Trying something new: The Military Diet. Seems pretty simple & easy. We’ll see. (:

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How it really happens..

  • Cupcake: Eat me!
  • Me: No, thank you. I'm trying to lose weight.
  • Cupcake: EAT ME!
  • Me: Really, no it's okay.
  • Cupcake: EAT ME! NOW!
  • Me: Fine! You're making me do this!
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I guess I thought

things would change a little. You know…I can’t do it. I’ve done it before. I’ve lost the weight. I know I CAN do it, but I don’t. All I’ve done is GAIN weight. Seriously, WTF? I’ve never tried to lose weight for anyone but me. I want to be healthy for me. Not for anyone else. I know my boyfriend loves me no matter what, but I want this for both of us. I know if I do it it will motivate him, too. I know that if he sees a good change in me…I’ll see a good change in him. I hate the gym. Honestly, if I didn’t ever have to go I wouldn’t. There has got be a way to avoid it. AND the food! OMG I can’t stand that I love food. It’s not even HOW MUCH I eat…it’s WHAT I eat. I eat horrible foods. I know they’re bad…I still do it. Why? Because clearly I don’t care. But I do care. I do care what I look like. I work with the skinniest, prettiest women you’ll ever meet…and next to them I look like a blob and fat. I need help. I need help..now. There has to be a way to change this…

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Studies show…

that if you listen to upbeat music while working out you’re more likely to do more and get a better workout. You’ll want to move with the beat, making you move a little faster, doing a little bit more than you might if you have slow or no music.

This really does help!

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Weight Loss Spreadsheet

I found this weight loss spreadsheet online. I’ve had it for about 5 minutes and I LOVE IT! All I had to do was enter my starting weight, goal weight, start date, and end date. It did the rest for me. It calculates everything. It will even tell you how much you have to lose per week in order to reach your goal weight by your goal date. This is worth having. Best part? IT’S FREE!!!

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I want to wear white…
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because that’s how I SHOULD look…
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That’s for sure…
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Maybe

Maybe if I post what I eat everyday I will be held accountable. Maybe if I make myself look at it all I won’t cheat..

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5/21/12 - I did GOOD!

Started day with 1200 calories…

Breakfast:

2 scrambled eggs - 140

1/2 Granny Smith apple - 41

Lunch:

Fresh & Easy Chicken Caesar Salad - 380

Dinner:

Mini Half & Half from Flame Broiler - 378

1 tbsp Magic Sauce - 60

Snacks:

Otter Pops - 25

Organic baby carrots - 70

Strawberries - 50

One chocolate coin - 29

Water:

2 liters

Ended day with 27 calories!

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because I want this…
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because buying bigger clothes is no longer an option.
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I bought a 32 ounce water bottle and marked it on both sides (rather than buying two). It’s easier than I thought it would be.
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Day 1: Breakfast - 2 scrambled eggs & 5 slices of an apple.
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beautiful
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